I was sitting , surrounded by a lot
of people, my sister and my mom sitting beside me. My dad talking to
your dad. Everyone so happy. I’m wearing a white suite and a tie of
your choice. There is a ring halfway in my first finger. I am moving
it in, circling it over my finger. Sometimes trying to imagine my
would be wife, you, wearing it. Small children are playing around
You are still inside, busy looking at yourself in the mirror.
Sometimes pulling out some hair near your ear, talked to the mirror ,
smiled and then again pushing it back behind your ear with your
fingers. Today, the most beautiful girl in this world, is trying to
dress herself in the most beautiful way.
She was sitting in front of a round mirror and looking so calmly into the mirror. She looked beautiful today. It seems that she has just
bathed, her hairs are wet and water dropping from them on the ground.
She has got her hairs curved in the ends, according to her planning a
few years ago. Her fair waist is visible partly from her hair which
was long enough to reach the waist. She is beautiful, slim, fair and
was looking wonderful in the mirror.
Her hair wet ant curled hiding her ear. Her pink lips and beautiful
big black eyes, curve eyelashes and this is my would be wife …
She has kept the engagement ring , which was for me on the dressing
table, in front of the mirror. Everytime she put something like if she
put a bindi, she would ask the ring, ” KAISI LAG RAHI HUN MAIN ?”
i hope if i was that ring then i would love to see her dressing.
IT WAS NOT THE FIRST TIME WE WERE SEEING ONE ANOTHER. WE HAVE MET SO
MANY TIMES IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY. BUT YET THE FEELING WHICH I AM
FEELING TODAY IS DIFFERENT, IS GOOD. ITS DIFFICULT FOR ME TO SPENT A
MINUTE WAITING FOR HER.
“Its a special day may be because today I’m waiting for you with an
engagement ring in my hand. “
” oh! I should look at my facial expressions. “- when I look at you
I’m so lost that i forget about my expressions.
I should talk to my sister, else i won’t be able to spend these hours
waiting till you get ready.
” hey didi, please sit beside me. Talk to me.. How I’m looking ? Is
everything perfect ?”- i asked all this in one breathe.
Then again: ” when she will come out and when i see her first what should i do ?
Should i smile ? Or …
How could I tell her that how beautiful she is looking today. “
” I’m so excited to see her. I want to tell her how beautiful she is
looking today. Her beautiful eyes, big eyes and maskara on it. There
are so many people around. So when she enters the room everyone must
be busy looking at her. So at that time could i stare at her ? “
REALLY, I WAS FEELING LIKE THERE MUST BE SOME WAY SO THAT I CAN CONVEY
MY LOVE FEELINGS TO YOU.
You don’t know how I’m feeling or may be that you are feeling the
same. I’m filled with questions in my mind.
” O dear brother, my sweet brother… Just wait a few more minutes and
then your heartbeat will be in front of you. just look at her when she
comes in. Look at her hair, her face; save everything see in your
heart properly and when she looks back at you, just give her a smile.
She understands you and she will know everything whatever you want to
tell her “. My sister said holding my hands.
” Didi can you just show me her pictures, she is in her room getting
ready, and I badly need to see her “- i said convincing my sister.
” ok baba ! You are too … Excited mere utavale bhai “- my sister
said as she placed her finger on my chin she stood and as before she
became busy in her work .
” hey chotu ! Listen i have a work for you and if you do that I’ll
give you chocolates” – i uttered as i hold hand of a small child
running around my place.
” see you later . I’m playing now… Mama Ji !”
KIDS ARE REALLY BUSY IN THESE OCCASIONS.
” i love you “… I typed and texted her.
” love you too :). C u in 10th mins “- she replied.
I sat properly. Looked at myself and then around. Everyone was busy in
their work. I turned further and noticed that my dad and would be
father in law were looking at me- smiling.
Suddenly i heard the sound of payel, ghungroo in the lehenga, and the
angles which you were wearing. I raised up my eyes.
OH MY GOD.
B E A U T I F U L, i speak out.
She was wearing a beautiful red and green combination lehenga. Stuffed
with small silver balls and golden boundaries. This beautiful girl is
meant for me. She is my beautiful bride and a lovely lifetime
companion. She is the girl whom I’m getting engaged. She looked
prettiest of all the times I’ve seen her yet.
The ear ring was the same which I’ve given her sometime earlier and I
love it that she is wearing it today.
Her open hair looked beautiful. She was wearing a binding matching
with her lehenga. For a few moment i felt like it was only you and me
and I was constantly staring at you. I was making commitments to
myself that i will always love her and keep her happy. I was content
and deeply in love with this girl.
It was like, prior to engagement, from my heart I’ve accepted her as my wife.
I moved a little forward and came closer to you. Then everybody came
closer to us, surrounding us. You were looking so
mewhere in my suite
buttons, feeling a bit shy. And I was looking at your beautiful eyes
Now it was the time, the first time that we were officially getting
tied to an emotional bond.
I was having a big smile at my face. I was wandering if i could do
something now ! Then I raised my hand in front of you, you hold my
right hand with your left hand and pushed the ring ( the love band )
inside my fingers and then it was the time you looked into my eyes and
smiled and signalled me -
” now I’m all yours my dear rahul “- and I was lost in your eyes. It
was like a dream coming true. It was the best day in my life which
I’ve spent so far. I was feeling so satisfied and filled.
Now it was my turn. With my hands on hers i grabbed them so softly (
usually i held them hard but today it was automatic and soft ). My mom
gave me a ring for my princess. I placed the ring next to the tip of
her finger and looked at her. She was waiting for the ring to go
inside her finger. She then looked into my eyes.
I was waiting for her eyes to say me ” i love you “.
” I love you “- her eyes said.
” I love you “- I speak out and slowly pushed the ring inside her
finger. She was now talking a deep breathe.
And finally she closed her finger in the spaces between my fingers and
holder my hand. I felt so filled.
” WE HUGGED EACH OTHER.
I GRABBED HER INTO MY ARMS.
WITH ONE OF MY HAND OVER HER WAIST I DRAGGED HER CLOSER “
- I dream !
Finally my love was engaged with me with a ring, to which we have
promised to be together for the entire lifetime.
I love you.